ALEX with My Hairstyle
ALEX with Jay Chou's Hairstyle

Why so many Xiao Ren is this World ???

I really feel a need to write the post to vent out my fustration on this Society.. Another person just jump off from the MRT station at Clementi last nite at 8pm.. Why is the World like that ??? Less then 1 month ago, it was my basketball friend (Which I really forget how he look, seldom play bball there), he hanged himself due to some cruel office politic. Can't imagine the Angony on his parents face.. Then follow by the Chinese Garden Track hopping incident then now Clementi.. Are all West side people facing so much stress or due to the polluted Air ???

My father will be the so call next victim, as a Dell logistic coordinator, Now his job is unstable as DHL bought over from his German Company.. DHL want to cut cost & wanted to terminated all the contracts... What the Hell !!! My Father work so hard 8am to 5pm at Changi from the West.. Say terminate means terminate... What worst is there is a Bastard Xiao Ren there.. Where all the workers, friends and dad were united and try to come out with solution.. This Xiao Ren (Not my Race), afraid that he may be terminated, not only didn't stand at the Side of my dad and his fellow workers, even send & CC an email to the board of directors about all the problems face by my dad's company (minor issue, which company is perfect???).. This Bastard is trying to add fuel and fire to the situation and covering he bloody backside without giving a thought to the drivers, staffs etc who are going to be terminated.. Why are there selfish F**king ass in the World??? My mum don't want us to find out but i overheard it through my dad conservation to friends.. I really no mood to study.. My mum know that we will be concerned.. I can see the sorrow in my dad although he act happy and normal towards us during our usual dinner together.. I really hate Xiao Ren !!! Can't the World live without them ??? Why can't I be like Light in Deathnote and write all these people name in the Diary and let the World be a better and nicer place??? How nice to live in fantasy...

I really hope this is my final Semester and come out and work.. I want to support the family and the burden they facing now.. I think I've decided not to go for a post grad master degree even if I can get in, the situation now don't permit me, I hope my younger Brother will go for his PHD.. He is flying to USA for I.A on 29th Dec for 5 mth.. I want him to do well.. I very fustrated, confuse and impulsive now.. Why all this happens during the exam preparation period.. I must Focus !!! I must work Hard..not by saying but action.. Maybe the fengshui will change when all my sibilings graduated as Feng Shui Lun Liu Chuan !!! Now I need most is to calm down... I'm someone that think alot... Give me a peace of mind.. When I behave moody towards anyone, please forgive me... Just in a Bad mood.. But I will Clear up ASAP.. Cause I must strive to get good grades for this final year.. The only compliment to my family is Princess Janelle, no matter what, she always bring laughter to my parents.. God has given us an Angel.. Hope there will be more to come (",)

Mr Michael Heng (Tutor)
The Unbeatables Group
My HRM Group (Superb Partnering)

Am I right or am I wrong ???

Its been a rather tiring week for me, the problem that lies in me is that I can't really solve my personally problem.. Issit wrong to fall for the interest of your friend??? This I really dunno, either you hurt yourself or you hurt your friend.. Somehow someone have to be hurt.. Even if you win, the sorrow feeling for your friend is there, both ways I'm still in pain.. The feeling is rather bitter.. I'm know I'm currently happy but the feeling of going out with my friends changed.. I felt rather left out (out of topic) or am I thinking too much.. But on the other hand, I'm very happy having someone to really be with and confine to.. How ironic !!!
My friend said he understand but i can still see the bitterness and sadness in his eye, maybe time can heal his sorrow..

Exams is round the corner and the urge of studying is still not there, whenever i lie on the bed to study, i will dose off and that took all my precious time away.. What the hell am I doing??? Why am I so slack, where the motivation I been having during my 1st 3 years in NTU.. ArgHhhh.. I'm getting out of hand... I think its time to seriously reflect on the things I done & find a solution to it. God save me.. Give me some inspiration, aspiration or anything that can let me wake up and start working.. I need to start working, I dun want to fail and I hate failing !!!

Currently I helping my FYP partner to reason out her hrm group mate regarding HRM in the forum.. Its cause a really huge saga.. I just want to get the message across to those selfish people out there.. You will never survive without the respect of others.. HRM is such a small issue, I don't even give a damn about it.. Why do these kind of people exist ??? Cause it Reality.. Those who want to know more, ask your year 4 EEE friends taking HRM.. Have you ever lost $1M or more base on the trust of someone and in the end the person go back on his words and you lost everything??? That happen to my family.. I was taught to forgive & forget (I can say I did it).. Its took time, finally i learn the meaning of tolerance.. Whenever I see cars like Honda Civic, Mazda 3, SLK on the road, I just admire, cos we could buy 2 or 3 anytime in the past.. Now its different, have to really work hard and give my family a life they were taken away from.. I believe God is always fair, the effect of karma is true..

I seriously appreciate the family, buddies & friends i got.. I don't want to hurt anyone unintentionly.. I don't care how people really view me or say me, but don't get my Love one hurt please.. I have been trying very hard to compromise and i will still be doing it.. If I think you are wrong, I just shoot out.. If your concious is Clear, just hack what I shoot.. I promise to give the best and solely the best to those that i value and those that value me in return.. Mutual Respect..

All the Best for the Exams !!!
Gambatte, Jia You and Add Oil...
Cheers (",)

The Heavenly God of Mahjong

The Three Yandaos

Dumb & Dumber

12 Years Buddy

The Weirdest Pose

The one that Willing to go Vegetarian

3 Pool Experts

Humourous Side of NTU

Tired and Shacked

It was another week past... 4 more weeks to exams... Feeling the urge & desperation but doing nothing to it (Its time to wake up Lawson)... Recently have my FYP presentation, the other groups were superb, their presentation were well done and rehearse while mine was 5 min of effort.. Felt very bad.. As though I was letting my researcher down.. Sorry Edwin... He didn't scold us and even say it was well done and told us that we can do the presentation slides after our final exam, we got 2 weeks to perfect it and rehearse b4 the actually one to the modulator.. Thanks.. The good think about being under Edwin is that he write journal papers efficienctly with the result we get and he got a vast knowledge of things we done.. We produce one so far, Dec will be our second one.. Prof Tay even told us that with 2 written paper, the modulator cannot even say much abt our results... Prof Tay is another superb supervisor.. He is like a father to all of us, he guide us, find conctacts for us and even solves our problems... So Far so good...

HRM was okay... Now my leader starting to speak up.. All thanks to me.. No Lar.. But he almost want us to redo our 6 path which we spend hours doing.. I don't believe all my group member dunno the term Emotional Benefit.. Hey man, We are S'porean.. My GP got D7 but i consistenly trying to improve my Vocab.. English (Through a person presentation) is something that define someone whether he is capable or not capable to make it Big in the Real World.. I regret not reading books and cultivating it since I was young.. However, luckily i still got abit of foundation as i come from a English speaking family & my Bro is a English Teacher.. hehe.. Now I know why english is so important because it help to convey the point across easily... Like some group member, they got their points but can't convey out and when we don't accept, they are not happy, but we really don't understand what they want to say.. Singaporean are Superficial & they don't have the depth (Lack knowledge), this is what Michael say to me in class.. I fully agree to it.. When you argue something, u better read up more.. Which I'm still lack off although i read the papers 20 mins a day... I can say, I'm till need more experience.. I'm just disappointed that S'porean lack creativity, they are kaisu, kiasi etc... From HRM, i finally see the true colour of S'porean... Disappointed.. It how their parent bring them up... Many of them lack exposure to to the Real World.. Spoilt, Selfish and Self Centre ( this 3S destroy the image of the Capital S, Singapore)..

Although I've been busy this week, i have some fun moments too.. It was enjoying.. found one makan Kaki.. So interesting.. Lost in the Eastern Part of S'pore.. My fault also.. Course I never bother to stop and ask.. Which I usually will.. Act Smart and end up in a deserted part of loyang.. Scary Man, so deserted, few temples, burning of incense, no people etc.. I saw a lorry parking at a side with some blangala workers repairing the road.. Only people I see.. I ask them.. Although I only understand 50% of what he said, he is so helpful and even explain to me a few times.. Thanks dude.. Without your guidance, i think I'm still in the East... really Panic at that time... haha.. So guys, try asking when you are lost.. Don't act Hero.. I always told Micheal Heng that Hero Dies 1st.. BTW hrm, i met a feel more nice friends.. However there one egolistic guy i hate, he think he got working experience and some manager post, 30 years old, can act as though he know everything and rule everyone.. haha.. I even try to smile at him in school & he just turn away... Aiya.. I think he like to carry balls of Mr Heng & even volunteer to go 1st for tutorial 4 next week.. Let him go... I want to go Last better.. Lesser time to present.. HRM is a bluffing game.. So serious for wat.. If you are a project manager, you won't need to study to upgrade urself... I think he dun like to accept my views during tutorial or wat... Then why sit there and rebuke me.. I know I dun have the depth, but I dare to speak up cos i am the next grp to present and want to shorten my presentation time.. Time Tatics... hehe..

Next Blog I will talk about people who like to play mind games... Beware of them...
Cheers (",)

Anime Special

Accidentally In Love


TRUELY, MADLY, DEEPLY


First Love


EveryTime We Touch

Our Very Own Singapore Idol (Our PRIDE)

I DREAM (Taufik Batisah)


YOU GIVE ME WINGS (Hady Mirza)

Who want me to be
(Inside Your Heaven)



JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL



Hidden Meaning in the Song (My Fav)

It Takes so Little to Be Happy (Cheers)


Who will be
(The Angel Brought Me Here)

Long Awaited Blog Entry !!!

It been awhile seen I wrote my Last blog..
Thousand apologies ~~~ Hakuna Matata..

Recently have been enjoying myself..
My FYP have been progressing well, with few good substrate done (Many hours of hardwork and endurance).. BTW we got the Best Lab award in NTU.. One of our Prof got the highest award of NTU (Nanyang Award).. Few people in NTU like Prof Tay (My Sup) No more Associate, My Lab tech etc got promoted... Shiok !!! Heartest Congrads (",)

I chose to choose the Theme Lion King for my blog, because it will inspire me to rise and climb.. My Zodiac is Leo, I want to lead the pack, I want to be respect, I want the have the Pride & Dignity of the Lion King.. I remember I watched the movie thrice and the movie even got Part 2.. I love the OST.. Its Superb..

There are a few links in my Blog, the one i like most are my sibilings one.. Especially my elder brother who sacrifice so much and lead us to where we are now.. Without him, I think I won't be in university..Thanks Bro.. There is my Sis's Blog too.. The angel who will blend our family together, me and my bro seldom say I love you to our parents or never.. My sis will do that on our behalf..haha.. We got the best combination of sibilings.. Look at the pics I posted.. They have significants.. I rate them according to their importance.. My family shoud be at the top but i try searching for a photo in my desktop but no avail.. so place Princess Janelle Pic follow by my buddies & Friends..

It feels good to be writing blog again.. My private life is super enjoying.. I went to many new places and try out more new things and food.. I even went to the airport and it brought back memories when I was young.. The ambience of the airport was superb.. Love the view of the Aeroplanes at the hanger.. The sight of the boarding board where the shutter change everytime a plane is about to leave.. Actually places where you least visited can only bring back memories.. If you visit the place too often, the memories are not there unless you leave it one day.. I even played lantern & sparkle during MAF.. haha.. We are all grown up, the kids feeling no more.. Especially with the haze and the deam Moonlight.. Even police copied our name just becos some ah bengs threw sparkle into people houses.. Disgrace the name of Ah Bengs.. The police must be feeling wierd.. Why we 4 came from North, East & West of S'pore.. hehe..

Its been a great weeks and days of my life.. Everything went smoothly.. HRM meeting are a breeze.. Members are happy and look upon me to be there.. That the way to have meeting, you people are great.. I think Michael Heng love talking to me.. I'm often seem in the lab, even the cleaner love chatting and greeting me everyday.. Get to know many new peoples & in depth of some old friends.. I think i neglect my buddies abit, this weekend must reunited and talk our heart out.. But currently all of us are busy with our own life.. 1 month later is going to be exam.. its time to discipline myself.. I don't like to Mug but at least try to sit down & understand the concept.. Wish all my readers Good Luck for Preparation of Exams.. Jia You !!! Cheers (",)

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MY SUPERB BUDDIES (L.K.Y Connection)


We are the Superband


Sliding Tackle (Sorry Benson)


Finally I could Balance myself


BLADING with KANZANOVA

I Just Can'T Wail To Be King

(Simba)I'm gonna be a mighty king
So enemies beware!

(Zazu)Well I've never seen a king of beasts
With quite so little hair

(Simba)I'm gonna be the mane event
Like no king was before
I'm brushing up on looking down
I'm working on my roar

(Zazu)Thus far, a rather uninspiring thing

(Simba)Oh, I just can't wait to be king!
(Simba)No one saying do this

(Nala)No one saying be there

(Simba)No one saying stop that

(Nala)No one saying see here

(Zazu)Now see here!

(Simba)Free to run around all day
Free to do it all my way

(Zazu)I think it's time that you and I
Arranged a heart to heart

(Simba)Kings don't need advice
From little hornbills for a start

(Zazu)If this is where the monarchy is headed
Count me out
Out of service, out of Africa
I wouldn't hang about
This child is getting wildly out of wing

(Simba)Oh, I just can't wait to be king
Everybody look left
Everybody look right
Everywhere you look I'm
Standing in the spotlight

(Animals)Let every creature go for broke and sing
Let's hear it in the herd and on the wing
It's gonna be King Simba's finest fling

(Simba)Oh, I just can't wait to be king!
Oh, I just can't wait to be king!
Oh, I just can't wait to be king!
Oh, I just can't wait to be king!

Lee Seung Gi- Words That are Hard to Say

Artist: Diana DeGarmo
Song: I Believe


Have you ever you ever reached a rainbow's end
And did you find your pot of gold
Ever catch a shooting star
And tell me how high did you soar
Ever felt like you were dreaming
Just to find that you're awake
And the magic that surrounds you
Will lift you up and guide you on your way

I can see it in the stars across the sky
Dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
Now I finally realize
You see I've waited all my life for this moment to arrive
And finally yeah

I believe in the impossible
If I reach deep within my heart
Overcome any obstacle
Won't let this dream fall apart
See I strive to be the very best
Shine my light for all to see
Cause anything is possible
When you believe yeah

I can see it in the stars across the sky
Dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
Now I finally realize
I've waited all my life for this moment to arrive
And finally I believe
Yes I believe

Ohh Yeah

Love keeps liftin me higher
Liftin me higher
Love keeps liftin me higher
I said love keeps liften
Love keeps liften me
I said Love keeps liften
Love keeps liften me higher
Said love keeps liften me higher
I said love keeps liften me high