Exam Post...

Its been awhile since i last post.. Currently busy with my examination.. Didn't expect to do well this Sem.. Quite slack and occupied during my final year in NTU.. Goong Series had finished today... KaoZzz no more 7pm motivation.. WaHhhh.. SianZzzz... Got 4 papers consecutively..now got 5 days break for my final paper... I won't get my A nor straight B, but i believe I won't fail... At least I put in some effort for the exams.. Wish me all the Best..

During Dinner Time, my parent and brother told me to further my studies.. I really don't feel like.. The urge had gone.. To me, I want to come out and work, have a pile of saving and set up a family.. I think my perpection of life shifted.. Not ambicious anymore... Want a Simple Life, as long as can survive from hunger and provide the Basic neccessities I'm satisfy.. I'm realistic, the 1st and 2nd class honour are far within my reach.. I can't bluff myself anymore.. But I got a lot of plans ahead.. What I want to do and achieve in my Life.. I will carry on in the engineering side but maybe in the marketting prospect.. I will be satisfy whenever I clinch a sales rather then doing some successful research or producting R&D journals.. That not my life, I'm not smart or intelligient (I was 1st or 2nd in class for Secondary 4, 16 pointer also can, however the 1st and 3rd student is either in Dean list or getting their 2nd upper class honour.. Not me.. Maybe a 3rd if I'm Lucky).. Prefer socialising around although I always put a protective shield toward people around me... Its self defence, I know how vicious human nature could be... I know there are still nice/thoughtful people around but you never know who they are.. My friend once ask me, why i only go out with Larry or Yuanhao and no one else.. My reply is simple.. I can trust no one & I'm someone who choose friends to go out with.. Lion instinct... 1 or 2 so call faithful friends is enough, never know how they will become when they go out and work.. What for have many when none really exist when you are in trouble.. I'm not a simple person, I assume.. I think/pounder alot.. Sometime I prefer to have someone by my side all the time to keep me company, beside my family... Frankly, no one like loneiness, and I'm one.. What motivate me it a Fun/Simple Life, Not a Successful/Complicated one..

While writing this blog, I'm listening to Goong soundtrack (Stay) repeatively... KaoZzz.. Realise I'm one Sentimental Fool.. hehe.. When watching the serial, I like putting myself into the character.. Being Love is so Wonderful.. Loving someone is Great... Waiting all my Life for the Right one to come.. Have she arrive yet ??? ArgHhhh...=/

Oh yah, i notice i got many friends who born under the Scroprio Sign... hehe.. Nah.. nothing important.. just realise that... With all the friendster reminder... I put in the effort to send all my friends an sms during their birthday... Although its a simple sms, it may bring joy and comfort to them.. I believe a simple sms or phone call can tell a person, he is not alone in the World.. There still friends around who know their existence.. I know that many lonely people exist.. Its due to the current rapid lifestyle, some even don't have a loving family.. However, I realise some people, that I know, are using tatics and mind games to attract these lonely people & pretend to be nice to them, in the end, they are all just tools in his game.. I dispise and hated this type of people, I try many time to pull out some of my friends but its no use.. The blinded trust they commit toward the person playing the game is too strong.. I could only advice.. In the end, its your life.. I'm someone that was bullied during my Primany/Sec school life, Cause I thought being the Jester/Clown in the class make everyone happy.. In the end, I realise that I gain no respect and trust.. I've decided to lead and I like it that way, being more regonise and it fitted me more.. I can get my message/thought across easily and prevent myself from being make use or manipulate.. My 25 years of life have taught me alot.. Like what my aunt taught me... When See Ghost, speak Ghost Language.. We know thing and keep that in our heart can already, the rest just act ignorant.. Nothing will go wrong.. Never be a Smart Alex.. Should follow her advice.. I think I'm too much a busy body.. People think I do it for regonistion, I don't care what they say, but whatever i do, i do them sincerely and from the bottom of my heart...

Cheers to those I know (",)